ONE OF THOSE OCD DAYS

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Carly here x

How are you all? good day i hope :)

Its 10pm now and im sat on my silver velvet bed writing my blog to you all. the reason im telling you about my bed is because its my new recent purchase and I love it, I have a thing about velvet at the moment (I LITERALLY WANT TO BUY EVERYTHING THATS VELVET) hahaha

I am defiantly having one of those what I call strange days today that I cant quite explain, oh but then throw ocd in the mix and it ends up being well, lets just say my mind currently feels like its done 10 rounds with Audley Harrison in the ring right now haha.

So today ocd (the annoying freind) that loves to tell me unrational things has been hanging around way too much. it began by cleaning my house for hours and then the ususal not being able to decide which evian water bottle to pick from the fridge in the shop, I couldnt decide if the 4th bottle or the 7th bottle felt right. I went with 3rd in the end which probally defeats any rational reasoning but hey ho thats ocd for yoU. Let me know if anyone else feels this way about numbers or orders of ocd, would love to hear?

I've come to the conclusion that today I may also be suffering bad PMT, I curently have spots apperaing on my face like im a teenager again and I feel like I want to scream every two minutes.

My emotions are like a rollercoaster and ive cried countless times even at just saying hi to a dog that im going to be walking hahaha. I mean that really makes no sense right? so yes ive decided today that im putting my bad ocd day down to that factor, im just not sure what the other ocd days are about that one im currently trying to figure out.

I did however on a more positive note finish my day with a massage at my favourite massage shop, its amazing and I can honestly say on a serious note for anyone thats particulaly suffering anxiety massge is by far in my experiance the best medicine. It definitely calms the nervous system and releases happy endorphins. For anyone that is sceptical about massage I can assure it works I have even just done a years course on it and i simply cant believe the positive effects it can have when suffering anxiety or low mood.

Night guys, let me know you thoughts below or on the forum

carly xxx